明けました！A new day has dawned!

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Happy New Year, everyone!

I had initially considered refraining from making any New Year’s greetings this year. One reason was that there were certain things I couldn’t bring myself to move past. Another reason, though completely unrelated to my relatives, was that a neighbor had experienced a loss last year, and January 2nd marked the anniversary of that passing. Out of respect, I decided to tone down the celebratory mood and observe some quiet reflection.

Although no one may be reading this, I’d like to take a moment here to offer my prayers for their peace.

Last year was truly a tough one…

But, pulling myself together, it turns out that my relative was featured in a TV interview showcasing their work! I made sure to catch the broadcast and even recorded the video to keep.

Seeing my aunt carry herself on television in her usual calm and composed manner left me feeling reassured, impressed, and filled with admiration. It made for a joyful start to the year.

Lake Biwa also greeted me with its usual gentle ripples, accompanied by a slightly chilly breeze and waves that seemed to express a subtle mood of the season.

The surrounding mountains displayed peaks dusted with snow, as if sprinkled with powdered sugar. The rows of sequoias in the nearby village highlighted the wintry atmosphere, while Mount Ibuki stood tall, adorned with a heavy layer of snow, almost as if it alone was glowing in the landscape.

Once again, I extend my warmest wishes for this year.

May 2025 bring you all happiness and prosperity!

今日はIt's a nice day today

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Are you all doing well?

I have just finished up my work for this year and am now taking a breather.

To everyone I’ve worked with and everyone who has supported me this year—thank you so much!

As quite a newcomer, I must admit I was running around in circles… phew!

So many things happened!!

I had put my blog activities on hold for a while, and now that I’m thinking of restarting, I wondered if I should dive right in with a heavy topic (´∇｀).

But then I realized—nope, I don’t even have such heavy topics.

So, what have I been doing all this time?

Well, let me explain—I’ve been job hunting, working on creative projects, and basically scrambling around.

By the way, no one’s actually reading this blog!

Seriously, no one!

Here I am, floating in the vast sea of blogs (don’t make it sound like the Aegean Sea), gathering broken pieces of wood, building a raft, and calling out “WILSON!!”—just like that scene in the movie.

Oops, sorry, Mr. Tom Hanks, for borrowing that scene here…

Wait a second—am I surviving too much?

That’s what it comes down to, isn’t it?

Also, I’m actually a woman, you know?

When will I finally feel like a proper lady?

I think I ponder this every year-end.

Now that I’ve settled down a bit, I must say—this year, I met so many people, interacted with so many people, read so many stories, laughed, cried, got angry, was surprised, and felt joy.

So many things happened! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

I’m not sure if I’ve grown as a person, but I’ve been living my life busily and true to myself.

And now, with only two days left in this year—how has your year been?

Thinking about all the artwork and designs I’ve created this year makes me grin and smirk to myself.

Since I’ve made so many, I usually take a bit of a break starting around October each year.

Next year, I’ll continue striving for even more growth and progress.

Since I don’t have any photos to share, I’ll wrap up with the logos I designed, which are featured on my website.

‘YOUFORYOU’ – For you, for yourself.

This logo was designed to serve as a connection through design.

It reaffirmed to me that design is all about thoughtfulness and care.

Within this logo, I incorporated the meaning of providing transparent support to you.

In 2024, I was happy to focus on supporting myself while carrying out my activities.

Blogger開設！！ Blogger launched!!

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I did it!

I first translated the content with ChatGPT, checked the translation, and then repeatedly pasted it into Blogger, while also adding links to Hatena Blog.

I can’t speak or write in English, so I’m translating Japanese literally, which might lead to some expressions being unclear.

I’m Japanese, but I might be a bit of an individualist and eccentric.

I’m the kind of person who wants to do everything alone, which can be challenging.

But there are also fun things!

I hope various aspects of my work will be conveyed!

今ちょっと Just now

Recently, a follower expressed interest in my art and asked if they could purchase my artwork using cryptocurrency, which I found quite flattering. I thanked them for bringing this to my attention, acknowledging that I was lacking in knowledge on the subject. It turns out my work has the potential to reach a worldwide audience. Currently, the only way I can share my art is through this blog, and I’ve been receiving quite a few followers from places like India, so I’m experimenting with different approaches.

I don’t want to sell my work just for the sake of selling; my hope is that the significance of my creations can resonate with many people, especially those living strongly in this era of generational change. I feel a responsibility to protect my work, and I would appreciate any support you could provide.

If there are readers out there, I am grateful for your presence, and I sincerely appreciate it. Since I’m partnered with the Japanese platform Hatena Blog, the photos may not be very clear, but I hope you enjoy them nonetheless.

自分のことばかり Only thinking about myself

I talk a lot about myself, but I also pay attention to other people and my surroundings, working all day, which can be quite challenging. If I don’t take the time to relax, I find myself in a state where I can’t relax at all, and it can be overwhelming.

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Despite that, I tend to categorize people who only talk about themselves or ramble on about meaningless things as individuals I have difficulty with. However, I’m an adult, so I’ve developed quite a bit of skill in dealing with them. I can respond and even figure out what will make them feel good. You might wonder why I’m treating them like customers, but it’s because I feel like I’m becoming a business myself; I need many words to market myself.

So there are times when I just want to say, “I don’t want to talk!! I want to disappear!!” This has been true for a long time. The only places I can truly relax are in small, enclosed spaces, like a car or a restroom.

So tiny!!

However, I think many people feel the same way. It’s not bad at all. Whether to share such personal matters is entirely up to oneself. But if you’re going to talk about such personal things, you should definitely have good communication skills. And communication skills aren’t just about talking. I’ve learned this through personal experiences, books, and various other sources. I often find that people who are good listeners have high communication skills. Those who are quiet but listen to others tend to have the best communication skills.

When you’re focused on what others are doing or saying, rather than sharing your perspective, you’re not really starting a conversation. There’s a significant difference between conversations that are just going nowhere and those that are genuinely meaningful.

Of course, there are various kinds of people, and I understand my opinions may be controversial.

I find that I can only engage in casual conversations; it’s not like I’m in a rush or anything. That’s why I speak this way. Ideally, I should communicate in a sharper manner, but that’s not my style. When I encounter aggressive people, I often think, “You and I will both be gone from this world one day.” That’s what I feel inside^ - ^. Scary, right?^ - ^

I am me, and you are you. I always keep this in mind.

By the way, who am I trying to please with what I’m doing? This blog has been enjoyable, and I’m grateful that I can write without following anyone. I don’t need to be liked by anyone. I’m simply living my life.

If someone has taken the time to read this, I appreciate it. Thank you for reading!

ChatGPT

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My relative is currently in Paris, France, working as a sommelier. Since I had been using this to study for the exam, they suggested I give it a try, and I’ve been playing around with it a bit. It’s been enjoyable, as I’ve learned a lot of general information, and the conversation flows smoothly, making it very natural to read.

I can read through it as easily as I would a book, which is great. Until now, I’ve felt pretty stagnant (when I say “stagnant”). Self-expression has been really difficult for me, but organizing my thoughts here makes me feel like I can express myself better, which is quite uplifting.

Thank you so much for the recommendation! I should tell the person directly, but they’re busy being a journalist. Maybe when they come back next year, we can meet and talk in person^ - ^.

By the way, I’ve recently experienced some changes at work, and I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. I’m so busy just trying to eat that it’s hard to focus on anything else. When the environment changes, I find I have to approach things differently than before, and there’s a lot to think about, which can delay my ability to organize my thoughts, making it a bit challenging.

It’s tiring when I want to work at my own pace, but instead, I find myself adapting to others’ rhythms. So, I haven’t been able to paint my next piece yet, but I will when I can.

When I can’t paint, I can’t paint^ - ^. I’ll take it slow!

忘れてた！ I forgot!

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I almost forgot that the continuation of the museum story is number 13…

I’ve been trying various things along the way, like including Buddha and manga, so it’s turning into a bit of a jumble, isn’t it?

Well, let’s take it slow!

I’m a laid-back person, so I only do what I can manage.

After all, it can be exhausting. When I’m tired, I can’t be kind to others, and that’s not who I want to be. So I’ve decided that if I can’t do something, I won’t do it.

Instead, I’ll pursue what I want to the fullest.

But I’m enjoying myself within my limits, so I don’t go overboard.

Ah, how happy I am!

So, regarding the museum story, Buddha, and manga, please don’t expect too much; just browse leisurely.

Suddenly, things might burst forth again, but there are also times when I might pull back.

Like the waves of a vast ocean.

So, my relaxed struggle diary isn’t very popular, but I started it somewhat casually (for better or worse), yet for some reason, there are a few people who peek in to check it out.

Thanks to that, I’m very grateful.

Recently, I’ve become hooked on image editing and have created some nice pieces, so I’ll showcase them.

What feelings do you associate with enjoying scents?

There are scents that evoke memories.

Though they might come from gifts, just being able to enjoy scents itself is already “Clear.”

Cherish the feelings you experience when you encounter a scent that resonates with your heart.

You are for yourself.

“YOU FOR YOU.”